2014.

It was one hell of a tough year. I lost a few people who i thought were friends, but to compensate the anger and sadness i felt.. i also gained a few new friends and revived old friendships which at one point meant the world to me. It really was an eye opener to see what people can say about you without finding out the truth. But i have decided to put that whole episode behind me and never in a million years look back upon it. I promised myself that i will not ponder upon what happened and what i could have done to avoid it. Somehow, i am thankful that this year was tough. Everything that happened within the year taught me alot of valuable lessons on friendship, family and life itself.

2014 was also a crucial year for all the wedding planning. Fatboy and i turned 1 year as an engaged couple and boy, was it hard. The whole engagement was tough as hell. So many different struggles and obstacles which we had to go thru. There were times i was close to giving up and had thoughts of just packing my bags and leaving, yes it was that bad. The arguments that happened, the "i dont think this is gg to work out." moments, the "im gg to kill you by the end of the day" moments and believe me there were alot of those.. it wasnt as smooth as i thought it will be. I was warned beforehand and chose to believe otherwise until i had to go thru it myself. Amidst all the struggles, there were also good times which i prefer to remember. Look at where we are now, just 29 days to the big day. I like to see this whole process as a learning journey for the both of us. It has taught me so many different things about the Fatboy, and myself even. How much we have to improve ourselves to be better, how talking things out always solves the problem, how screaming at each other every time something goes wrong should not even be part of our dictionary and so many more. And with so little days left, i can say that all the battles have been worth it.

2015.

Less than a month before i create a new chapter in my book, in sya allah, Officially being someone's wife is a big step and i would like to think that i am ready, kalau masih tk ready tktau nak cakap ape lagi, Who would have thought that Shasha, who has never been easy to handle and Firdaus, who has no patience for anything would get married? 

Yes, i have hopped on the Reflection of 2014 bandwagon. Well, not entirely the whole of 2014 cos itu.. tujuh hari tujuh malam pun tak habis. Just the highlights of the year. Even though its not entirely all the happy events, its those that taught me a lesson in life. Chey . It wouldnt have been called a tough year if it was all smiles and laughters, you agree? Resolution for this new year? Nothing. With a whole of procrastination to and fro, i dont think a making resolution will help. What i hope to achieve in 2015? To not have the "Marriage Sydrome" after i get married. There shall be no talks of "Nak masak ape eh hari ni". "I have alot of laundry to do today" "Hari ni banyak keje nak buat kat rumah." to my friends but only to the husband. Hehe. If i go on, the list will never end.

So till next time,

Shasha, the one who has joined the #kakakkakaknakkahwin clan according to her friend, Amy who is also part of it.