After weeks of procrastinating, I have finally decided to
spend some time blogging. Its been awhile, and with nothing much to do at
work.. why not?
Yes work. Its already been a month since i've started in this
company. So far, everything has been good. But within a week of working here, I
already have a complaint against me. For what you may ask? Well, for watching a
movie on my phone during lunch time. Yes you read right. Lunch time. When did my
lunch time become everyone’s business? I mean everyone else goes out for lunch.
I decided to lunch in and a complaint comes in. I've got to say, politics is
definitely unavoidable. Apart from tht, everything is gg pretty smoothly.
Work issues aside, Wedding preparations have been gg quite well. All necessary
bookings and deposits has been made. Whats left is just the selection of cards
and the pre-marriage course. Fatboy and I have been delaying the pre marriage
course for months now. So many different excuses. But we have finally decided
to go by December. Tk pegi, nikah tk dpat cert oi.(Thats what i heard lah at least) In order to get the house in
future, this course is quite important. As lazy as I am to go for it, atleast
at the end of it I’ll learn something, hopefully.
Card wise, we have been too busy to find time to get our
cards. I mean, fatboy is working shifts and its hard to get a day where I don’t
have to apply for leave. Which leaves me with the weekends, and fatboy rarely
gets weekends off. We decided to just go jb to get the cards done but we have
no idea when. Why not Singapore? The cards here are crazy expensive! A simple
A5 card, is already $1! $1 eh. If I can design my own card, I would have done
so a long time ago. That is like the lowest price online. Mak ai, pengsan you
knw just one card at that price. Okay maybe not the lowest price arnd.. about
$0.80 lah. But still, $0.8 for one card is also expensive. People nowadays
don’t keep the cards. Dapat, pegi… buang. Why the need to be so expensive
right? Ahh stress! And so, the search for a nice simple design card at a cheap
price begins.
Without realizing, its already 107 days to the wedding,
which is about… 3 months plus plus? Time is really passing by way too fast. I
am excited, but I am nervous as hell also. I know there isn’t much for me to be
nervous about. I just have to sit and smile during the akad nikah and err, sign
on a very important piece of paper. When it comes to sanding, more sitting down
and smiling. What is there to be nervous about right? Wrong. Imagine everyone
looking at you from the start all the way till the end. Thats only the start, then comes the responsibility tht comes with being a wife. Fuh, busy. That is very very nerve
wrecking hello.
This coming weekend, a close cousin is getting married.
After tht, is my turn already! Im like the pre-closing they say, bcos after me
it will be years before any of my younger cousins get married. Okay lah tu,
agaknye. The nearer the date, the pressure increases. I should probably start
having the “ Lek ah, kahwin aje” mindset. Eh, its really hard okay! Whats more,
once the wedding is settled, comes the saving and planning for the house. Thn
the kids, then the school.. wei tk habis ke? I am definitely over thinking
everything. Despite all this stress and pressure and nervousness.. I am
actually looking forward to it.
Till whenever..
With love,
Shasha.
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