Oh well, hello!

Ive been up since... idk, 4am i think. Sleep deprivation when you're pregnant is really taking its effect on me. But it hasnt been so bad actually. I will either sleep really late or wake up in the middle of the night and not be able to go back to sleep. Usually it will be the latter. Today is one of those days where suddenly 2 hours of sleep seems enough. I remember falling asleep roughly around 2am, woke up at 4am to pee and here i am, wide awake and unable to go back to sleep.

Apart from that, the humid weather caused by the haze is seriously bothering me. I do not have the luxury of an air conditioner in the room. Sweating while sleeping is not comfortable at all. I will always end up waking up and trying to cool myself down before gg back to sleep which always ends up with me sleeping about.... 5 hours later. Believe me, it is not fun at all. With a constant aching back, a humid weather, a husband who always tries to invade my sleeping space, i can never get enough sleep. So much for "Enjoy your sleep before the baby comes!". No people, there is no such thing as sleeping comfortably before the baby comes.

This is basically me complaining at 630 in the morning because i am so frustrated with the weather. I am sitting directly below the fan in the living room and STILL sweating. I know that the weather is not exactly the only factor that is contributing to the unwanted sweating, being pregnant is another factor too. OMG, just as i was complaining... it started raining!! HEAVILY!!! Alhamdullilah!!

Since im here... might as well update on the pregnancy journey as well.

To keep it short and simple, it will be anytime now. EDD is supposed to be Nov 13, but that would not happen for sure. The last time i went for my appt, the doctor suggested i induced but i managed to delay it for another week. This coming Monday will be my nxt appt and im pretty sure the doctor will suggest the same thing. This time, i am not saying no. The weight that im carrying is taking is toll on my back now. Walking anywhere far is quite impossible for me which means i havent been out of the house for awhile now. Feels like confinement, dont you think?

Okay, i really need to find a way to make myself feel comfortable.

Lots of Love,
Shasha.