A fresh start to something old.

I miss blogging. I miss sharing whatever happened in my day or just some random thoughts. As everyone grows up, all our time is put into some other things that are more important. What can i say? Time changes a whole lot of things. Other thn tht, there is also a whole bunch of lazyness included in there somewhere. And let's just say the reason to why i have not blogged for awhile includes both and some other factors which i am pretty sure i am making up in my head.

I used to have a lot to say, i still do but to take some time to switch on my laptop, which usually takes awhile is just.. troublesome. To me that is. Plus i share the laptop with the family and am seldom home early, so that pretty much sums up why i dont bother to blog anymore. It feels like im explaining to myself.

I usually will start my post with something like.." Things have been the same lately." or my most said line "This blog has been collecting a whole bunch of microscopic electronic dust lately." The hell was i thinking? I myself am getting bored of the same old thing. I do realise i only update let's say once a month? but saying that every month is just boring. Therefore i decided to just delete all my archives and start anew. Whats more, i truly do not wish to remember some of my past. I cant erase it from my memory, but atleast i can delete everything off here.

I have to agree that blogging used to help me alot. It didnt make me forget or anything but its like i can let loose. Say what i want to say and not really caring about what others might think of me. Come to think of it, i believe others would have said that i had ALOT of problems. Honestly i didnt. It was just me, being all paranoid and shit and as always, thinking of the worst situation that can happen. No, i do not wish to recall how terrible those times were. Haha.

Im no longer like that and im proud of that. So much have changed. From family, to love, to friends and even to my working life. Everyone changes, doesnt matter to being better or just worst. But some just remain the same.

I guess that pretty much sums up what i have to say now.