I realised it isnt such a bad year after all ♥

Time will only tell how i feel. Rushing will only end up in disappointment. I might be hard to read but as time goes by, you'll realise tht what i am inside tells a different story. Your concern brightens my day, your constant calls and txts put a smile on my face. Back thn, i wouldnt even notice you.. but now all i can see is a whole new chapter, a whole new book. If it werent for our friends, none of this would have happen. To have someone to listen to me nag, to hear how terrible or how awesome my day went, to entertain me during the times i feel like talking a whole lot of bullshits and to have someone to try and cool me down when im extremely pissed off over a trivial matter is just breathtaking. Even your thoughtfulness lightens up my spirits. Its great how i can sit with you for hours and talk about everything and anything, feeling comfortable and bg able to forget tht time existed and we werent the only souls in the world. I can never explain the reasons for this feelings, but all i know is.. you mean alot.

My actions may disappoint you, my words may hurt you but this is me. And you'll have to accept me for who i am and what ive become. I cant promise you a perfect relationship without arguments over our differences and trust issues, however, i can promise you as long as you're trying, im staying.

So tell me, do you think you're special now?